Today I was supposed to go to a doctors appointment and then head into the office for a couple meetings.  Well, instead as soon as I walked out of the appointment I had to jump on a call or my company so instead I ended up gong back to the house to do that.  It was a good meeting and I was glad I was able to participate, but it kinda messed up my schedule.  I was starving after my call so I fixed me some food and decided to take this new medicine I have been prescribed that is supposed to help with anxiety.  The anxiety that I have is more to do with a compulsive behavior I have had for most my life.  I have been having a bad episode of it for a couple months straight and it is something I do mindlessly.

Well, I would say that it helped me today, the only problem is that it instantly put me to sleep.  I decided to lay down and take a nap and planned to be up in time to be on my calls.  I laid down at 12:11 and didn’t wake up until 15:45.  I even had my watch on and wasn’t awaken by the several text messages I missed.  Out like a light.  I hate feeling irresponsible like that but I must be honest that it was a much needed break.

I am about to go to bed now so that I can make sure that I am ready for life as normal tomorrow.

I didn’t do much today so there just isn’t much that I did

I played with the dogs, Nickel and Dime did play with the tennis balls and that was good.  It still hard to play with more than one of them at a time, but we did pretty good.  I love all three of these puppies